Posted on Aug 15th, 2008
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I've dreamed of a career of an energy artist... art not restricted to exploit of some specific and special method or instrument, but power of being creative in.... everything. Less than a scientist maybe, but observant. More than a musician, a mere singer. Being able to find the tones and vibrations of light - of life itself and manifest them into years lasting echoes and physical phenomena. Now who would pay for that education? Who would not want to? Is it too much asked?
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Posted on Aug 3rd, 2008
by Ajar
I don't spend money more than neccessary to keep the feelings of poverty away. It's like going to saldo minus if I start feeling that I can't buy almost anything if there are a lot of if's and what if's and unsecurity on spending THE money. Making of money feels stealing because it's going to the rich anyways and the poor get f****d up.
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Posted on Jul 31st, 2008
by Ajar
Sometimes I just wish things were easier ;>
Life is easy for a while when you know exactly how things work.
Confidence, trusting that knowledge and laying action on it, stimulating
the theory with mental and physical application... this is a good goal!
It's followed by future achievements. Future achievements can be viewed
by a priori from the frontal lobe of the brain.
But is the knowledge tested? Is it correct?
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Posted on Jul 30th, 2008
by Ajar
I would spend my time watching how mortal siblings make the life more fun in their futile attempts to survive. Muahaha. No one said gods could NOT be evil. If I was GOOD, I would spend my time in endless advanced meditation explorin the universe, reality and realities beyond this universe.
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Posted on May 16th, 2008
by Ajar
Charisma, spirituality, but also security. Ideally a transparent actor or actress that uses his/her own personality as a mask for his/her more intense presence in the moment... and good looks, it tells of intent - and it is psychological. Spirituality in the sense that the other person is free of worries, so that there's an understanding and ease... and also an underlying potential of hacking down those old belief systems that no longer serve the self, with this person. When in despair and insecurity, though, there's nothing more magnetic than strong arms and a person with a great influence and power to calm the waters with his/her mere presence. I also find that many of my best friends come from a wealthy background, it provides a certain stability of one's nature.
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Posted on Apr 30th, 2008
by Ajar
All is about... Reminding. Remembering is... slow.
First, it is... Perception. Secondly, association, thirdly, visualisation, and last but not least, localisation.
Go see your friend. Work a week or two for him/her. Show up looking Great, being Great. Go somewhere cool and create something to your friend. Or suck off :-)
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Posted on Mar 22nd, 2008
by Ajar
"Why aren't you here"
It made me trans a distance.
That made me do changes.
Those changes made me
motivated to read economics.
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Posted on Mar 7th, 2008
by Ajar
What is creative mass? Is it just mystery veiled recombination or something else to do with the word mass? Creativity is absolutely in my opinion an overall ... art, substance. It has bridges to other sciences. It links associations to grand subjects. They are of ideas, some of science and a lot of art. Can art be serious :p without loosing something essential?
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Posted on Feb 9th, 2008
by Ajar
Ajar is an intuitive choise for label o' the group of people,
who are considered slightly too open minded and hazy,
even a bit crazy.
It's not that they consciously know it... Who they?
Generally being nice people, a bit telepathic and...
Great monitors. (they suck beyond measure...)
Have fun!
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